mcm2 laa ari ni!

apahal lah fon aku ari nie..sume msg aku asyik pending n sending fail..WTF!..nset bermasalah @ pun simcard tu!? aku try lagi..dan lagi..dan lagi..oowwhh!! tahap kesabaran dah abis dah nie…aku tukar fon pun same gak..so..simcard @ talian komunikasi yg bermasalah..kan?

celcom tongek..!

 

 

owhh..yea…dgn bangganya nk kasi taw kat sume org..aku x g sume claz tuk ari nie! not in mood…coz…bdn aku timbul bintik2 merah..gatal! allergy…apa erkk yg aku mkn td…ngah tenyeh2 ni..kulit aku ni dh merah dh..adess…tu laa mkn x beringat..n ubat pil lak..x bwk blek..

padan muka! tggl kt uma tu sape yg nak mkn? aku je yg de pnyakit allergy nie…

almaklumlahh..kulit sy ni kan demand lebih..

terponteng lorh..

pagi ni x g 2claz..claz QM ngn Bis Decision Making..actually..aku dh dgr wei..alarm nset tu..tp aku xsedar lak pe yg aku wat kat alarm tu..sedar2 je dah kul 10.30..owhh..goshh..i missed 2claz already..huahuahua..adehh..pe laa nak jd kan? bgn trus on9kan nset..dpt msg dr cik syira….

aduss…tu laa mlm td xnk pesan kat mylurve suh kejutkan..dh terponteng claz..b..len kali kejut kan ye! sat lg die taw aku x g claz..kang mesti die punye membebel tu leh putus telinga aku nie…len kali tido awal ye cik ct hajar…ala..aku tido lambat pun sbb wat keje MISS NG..aku ni kan lemah kire2…aduss..cian gue..

dikala suatu malam…

indahnya malam nie…

diterangi cahaya bulan yang terang bersinar…

di penuhi bintang2 berteraburan didadanya..

berkelip-kelip memberikan sinar..

ditambah dengan angin malam yang bertiup..

bertiup nyaman menghembuskan hembusan bayu…

menambahkan lagi kenyamanan udara di sekeliling ku..

tenangnya…amat tenang jiwaku kala ini..

walau jiwaku sepi..

walau hatiku luka berdarah..

namun perasaan tenang dapat aku rasai..

ingin aku menjerit lantang..

mengeluarkan segalanya…

biar persaanku selalu merasai ketenangan..

biar jiwa ku dilanda keriangan..

dan hatiku tidak sakit berduka lara…

sakitnya yg aku tanggung x siapa menegerti..

pandangan ku nun jauh ke atas langit..

cube melontarkan sejauh mungkin apa yg ku alami ini..

biar ketenangan meresapi diri ini..

kenape ye?

manusia ni pelik…bile xsuke kat org tu..x nak ckp kt org tu.. tp g ckp kt org laen..what for? pe kate korang straight to the person..kan sng..baru puas ati korang kan? seriously.. i hate this matter..

i dont care if u dont like me! but plesz..tell me honestly..dont tell at people around me..

new layout..

hye guys!

huhuhu..lame x jenguk cni…bz sket laa…

 

so..what about this layout?

can u all give any comment?

di alu2kan..

k, laa ngah mengedit lg my blog nie..

so..nnt i update k…

bubye..~~

nyte everyone!

work at McD

sedey bile dpt taw manager kesayanganku kena transfer ke store laen..namun itu lah lumrah kami yg bekerja di McD…sedey sgt2..aku syg sgt kat die..sedangkan masa mula2 die masuk keje dulu, aku x suke care die bekerja..tp lama kelamaan aku faham cara die bekerja..gud luck abg shamsul.. selamat maju jaya.. dan tuk abg amir jgk..tahniah! akhirnya abg dpt naik pangkat jgk….hopefully, 1day we will work together back.

bile dgr org naik pangkat nie..aku pun teringin gak laa nak naik pangkat..hahaha..ade hati nak naik pangkat! keje sbln sekali je..mengarut! sabar ye…lg sethn je nk abis blaja..huhuhuhu…pastu leh apply jd bos kat McD tu..tp xnk masuk operations..ssh oOOooo….xde life taw! kang ngamuk mylurve..xde mse tuk die..so..i think…i juz prefer to get in management department…doakan laa aku yerk! i like work in Mcd…it’s lot of fun and happiness…

owhh..yeaaa..sok aku de event crew outing kat teluk kemang…jom rmi2..meriahkan suasana di sana..ahakszz~~

NEW LAYOUT…

kwn2…

any komen for my new

layout?

plesz kritik aku!!

need opinion n comment

from u all..

 

PERSOALAN TUK KORANG..

aky nak tanye pade korang yg jenguk blog aku nie..

bile korang bukak..

layout tgh warna hitam or 

warna kuning ??

juz want to make sure..coz..selame ni aku ingtkan hitam..tp..td bile aku bukak gune IE..warna hitam x kuar..die kuar warna kuning tu..jd buruk! xnmpak tulisan laa…selama ni aku bukak gune mozila je..tu yg aku xtaw tuh..

MINTAK TOLONG JAWAB

SOKLAN SAYE NIE..

aku x mengerti

Ntah kenapa aku terasa hati…dgn tetibe2..hati dan perasaan ni sakit sgt3..aku merasa sedey sgt2..sehingga menyebabkan titisan manik mengalir tanpa aku sedari..aku x mengerti..tp aku dpt rasekan yg hati ni berdarah..perasaan ku bagai di tusuk duri tajam..mengapa ye aku merasa begini..? xdpt ku cari jwpnnya..mungkin jwpn berada di depan mate…tp aku x menyedarinya…

kepercayaan tu penting! klu x..mati laa hubungan antara manusia tu..i juz need a space to breath.. i’m not asking too much..

juz need

U N D E R S T A N D I N G..

it is really hard?

 

whoever visit my blog…

plesz..take part of the survey yaa~~

thx a lot!!!

tag dr ekyn

Two names you go by?

hajar n kak long

Are you in a Relationship?

yes! of coz...

Have you ever been given a rose?

my lurve pnh bagi..hehehe..

Have you ever licked a photo?

yerkk!!! jijiknye...

Have you ever been in love?

penah lerr...

Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? .

mestilerr percaye...

What's your current problem?

ermm..ontah..byk sgt… 

Have you ever had your heart broken?

pnh lah..name pun kehidupan!

Do you have a crush?

yup!

How many kids do you want to have?

opss..!! x terpk lak..huhuhu

What is/are your favorite color/colors?

blue pink purple

Have you ever found it hard to tell anyone you like them?

mmg laa ssh...malu deyh!!

Imagine youre 40 & your spouse just died would you get re-married?

ermm....x taw ler...

What song do you want played at your wedding?

mestilaa lagu cinta..lagu gembira..

Do you like/love anyone?

yes..i did...

Do you think the person(s) you like/ loves love /likes you back?

ehh..mestilaa..!

Have you ever written a love song/ poem/ letter/ note?

pnh sume tu..except song...huh! aku x sekreatif tu..

Do you want to get married?

ehh..nak laa..

klu x nak nabi x ngaku umat ye..

Are you a shy person?

hurm..sometimes...hikhik..

Did you have a good day today?

nope!

Where did you just get back from?

none...

What are you thinking about?

my future life..

If you could change something about you or anything what would it be?

my past time..

Would you ever go back to any of your past relationships?

NO !!...owhh..x rela..

Whose the closest person/people near you ?

ramai....

Whats the thing you love most about the person you love?.

R A H S I A !

After you have finished answering all the questions, tagged 5 people that you know .

deya

kumbang kecil

miss ubi

azrin

shusyi

Nombor 5

no 5 ni..mmg no feveret aku!

ni dari my facebook..aku lahir bln 5..so this is what the month said about who ever born in this month…

mai..kite tgk ramai2..tul ke x…

* Stubborn and hard-hearted
    BETUL! sokong 100%..hehehe..

* Strong-willed and highly motivated
    yg nie..aku rase betul..korang rase cam ne?

* Sharp thoughts
   yg ni pun same..tul2 perasan aku nie..hehehe

* Easily angered
    mmg pun..kan? family+friends+lover...

   sume ckp cam tu..

* Attracts others and loves attention
    gulp! xtaw....x terkate laa…

* Deep feelings
    yup! this is right for me..

* Beautiful physically and mentally
    eh? btl ye..aku x sangka lak..

   hahahaha..terperasan jap..

* Firm standpoint
    erm..xtaw laa plak yg nie..tul ke?

* Easily influenced
    mne de..uneasy laa wei..

* Needs no motivation
    wah!! tipu...i really need motivation..

* Easily consoled
    ye ke? dunno!

* Systematic (left brain)
    de org pnh ckp kat aku..aku ni alwayz use left

   brain..cm ne nk make surekan? sape taw?

* Loves to dream
    hehehe..kantoi!

* Strong clairvoyance
   ini adalah 1 kelebihan diri aku..btl..xtipu..

* Understanding
    yg ni kena tnye org2 yg rpt ngn aku..huhuhu

* Sickness usually in the ear and neck
   yeah..true!

* Good imagination
    daya imaginasiku sangat tinggi..lalalala...

* Good debating skills
    sometimes laa....bile dh bengang kot..

* Good physical
    dont think so..

* Weak breathing
    i have asthma..

* Loves literature and the arts
    literature tu sometimes..but art..no! hate it..

* Loves travelling
    kaki berjalan...aku laa orgnya..tul x b?

* Dislike being at home
    hishh..x jgk..suke je..tp kdg2 laa..

* Restless
    restless?? nope!

* Hardworking
    ehem..ye ke? hikhik..

* High spirited
    maybe...

* Spendthrift
    owhh..tidak..saye ni pemboros orgnya..

 

sape lahir bln 5…

try laa ye..tgk de persamaan ke x..

juz for fun..dan jgk..

tuk mengenali lebih mendalam diri kite…

My Name Numerology is 5 based on below formula :

S+I+T+I+H+A+J+A+R

1+9+2+9+8+1+1+1+9=41

4+1=5

Below are the analysis result for number 5 :

ENTERTAINER, will network, innovate and help transform mainstream concepts.

 wow! entertainer tu..huhuhu..

Friendly Numbers: 1, 4, 6
Enemy Numbers: 2
Day: Wednesday
Color: Green
Gem: Emerald
Metal: Gold

Body Chemistry: Balanced
Karmic Lesson: Sobriety
Best Suited Professions: Business men, investors, bankers, stock brokers

 sesuai…ngn course aku skunk nie!

Compatible numbers for :
- Business: 3, 5, 9
- Marriage: 3, 5, 9
- Romance: 3, 5, 6, 8

let’s try…

have fun!

kita ingatkan…

kadang2…

kita ingat org paham apa yg kita rase..

kita ingat org taw perasaan kita..

kita ingat org taw isi hati kita..

kita ingat org paham situasi kita…

tapi sebenarnya..

org xtaw tu sume..

hanya kita je yg mengerti itu sume..

sbb tu..

hati dan perasaan kita adalah sahabat setia kite..

kerana hanya mereka yg mengerti keadaan sebenarnya..

walaupun kita sendiri x mengerti kenapa kadang2..

benda yg kecik pun boleh menguris perasaan kite..

tapi..

hati dan perasaan mengetahui mengapa jd begini..

 

(aku xmengerti perasaan aku sekarang ni..yg aku taw..hati ini sakit..perasaanku bagai dihiris..dan jiwaku luka berdarah..)

E R E Y Z

he is the top list of my bestfrendz..

really do like having frendship with him..

i admit he is my really good frendz..

i share my probs+happiness+sadness+crazyness with him..

sumpah! aku syg ko..

thx yaa~~for everything..

really hope our frendship never end..

i luv u!!!

tunaikan keinginan…

khamis lepas aku g tgk taw…kat mid valley…kul 5.10 ptg..sblm tu aku g jln2 kat dlm mid ngn akak kesygn ku ni..de jcard day! fuhh..!!!! sumpah! aku rambang mate..tp x shopping pun..cuci2 mate je… ade ke wat sale cam tu time tgh bln cam gini..bikin gue hot jerw..huhuhu…

cite HARRY POTTER mmg beshh gile..walaupun tergantung gitu citenya..tp bg aku yg pminat setia nie..cite tu besh…so..kena tggu laa sambungan cite tu nnt..sbb siri ke6 ni mmg de continued siri..tp lambat sgt r..thn dpn taw! sengsara gak aku menunggu nnt..kenalah belajar bersabar kan..

 

 

 

comei x akak aku ni??

 

 

 

 

 

 

sweet kan??

 

 

 

 

 

nak di jadikan cite..akak aku nie..bdn je kecik..umur dh meningkat tua belia gitu…so..time ngah cuci2 mate kat tempat handbag..de laa org tegur..”deq..mude2 lg dh minat ye brg2 cam nie?”  akak aku pun tnye laa..”agak2 umur saye bape?” “13thn ye?” punye laa aku tergelak besar kat situ..de ke kate umur akak aku ni mcm dak skolaa form 1..anyway..mmg klu tgk die..org x caye umur die 21thn..kan? lagi2 die ske dressup cam kanak2 comei…sape sangka umur die 21thn..pape pun..thx kak..blnje adeq mkn2 ari tu…sayang lebey kat akak..

kolej bangang…

aku nak update…

tapi tenet kolej nie…

cam bangang!

tension gue ngn tenet kolej nie..

sat yea~~

cakap nak upgrade standard kolej..

standard kelajuan tenet xnk update ke?

plesz…wakil pelajar..

wat laa sumthing…

 

mane nafsu tido pegi...?

nak tido….

sok keje kul 10pagi…

kena bgn kul 8! ni dh kul 3pagi…

aku nak tido…

klu dpt bantal strawbery ngn tedy bear bucuk…

mesti leh tido lena nie…

rindu kat 2barang tu…

mane laa nafsu tido nie ..mai laa cni weyh…

tension dah ni!

dh pnt aku tggu nie…mne ko pg merayap ni…

sape nampak die g mane? tlg gtaw aku!

suke merayap x kena masenya..iskhh…bengang tul aku!

mood : tension xdpt tido

pasal life aku..

x sangka lak aku..sbb entri aku yg lepas GEMUK VS KURUS ramai tnye rahsia nak jadi diet..huhuhu..

biasa laa kan..kite org perempuan yg mude2 nie..of coz nak jd kurus anggun lagi menawan..(**cam slogan lak**)..

for kumbangkecil and shusyi..later i will update the secret..k?

so..sabar ye menunggu..huhuhu..harap maaf ye~~

sekarang nie bz seket..mcm2 benda nak kena wat..n my life in a dangerous zone..so.. i really have to do a lot of things to recover it..sem baru pun dah nak bermula..actually this coming monday claz dh start..but i still have an important things to do here..so..i will be late to comeback for the new sem..warghh…i cant imagine the stress time and also the pack time to finish up all the asgmnt..it’s really painful time..(try using english..konon2 nak maju)..

actually..otak aku ni agak berserabut coz thinking about the new sem or terus kan pengajian hingga ke puncak jaya!..tapi dengan sejujur2 hati aku…

aku nak wat P E N G A K U A N yang aku dah muak nak study! aku dah x sanggup nak hadapi effect study dlm kehidupan aku.. aku dah give up! aku xtaw pe yg perlu aku wat..nak teruskan ke x..ntah lerr..tgk laa nnt..kot2 de hidayah dari jln kebenaran..leh laa menerangi jln2 aku kembali ke kolej! hati aku btl2 sedey coz sem lepas..perasaan aku tertekan sbb sem lepas..sume nye sbb sem lepas! sem lepas adalah sem paling sengsara+memeritkan+menyedihkan yang pernah aku lalui mase study nie.. owhhh!!! what i have to do right now..can somebody help me? ntah pe laa nasib aku nie.. pe laa kesudahan study aku nie..aku pun xde jwpn yg btl2 pasti lg..juz have to think seriously n also to get a new fresh breath in my life..

klu di ikutkan..aku dh cuti lame gile tuk pk kan benda nie..tp aku wat dunno je..aku bz kan diri aku ngn keje part time aku..aku pntkan diri aku tuk bekerja..reason?? coz i dont want thinking about this.. it’s really hard to me..dunno what to write more…otak ku beku..tgn ku kaku....

(**tetibe otak kosong dan mata dibasahi titisan jernih**)

  kate org..manusia terpilih je yg diberikan dugaan dan cabaran oleh ALLAH..

    persoalan!?? 

   adakah aku tergolong dalam golongan insan yg terpilih itu??

(sape leh tlg jwbkan??)

 

 

 

waiting for this!!!!

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF

BLOOD PRINCE….

td bukak web gsc..this movie will be showing on this coming thursday!! (16th july 2009)..huh! dah x sabo bebenor aku nak tgk movie nie…tp..xtaw laa date tu confirm ke x..sbb aku de dgr2 cite yg mayb 1st month next year baru d tayangkan..so..i’m juz can wait n see when the movie coming out…tp..dlm hati nie..mmg dh memberontak nak tgk movie nie..nak beli novel die gak..tp nnt dh taw endingkan..so x suspen lg laa kan? jd..BERSABAR..

but..i’ll make sure that i dpt g tgk time 1st day movie ni kuar..aku akan wat pe je..janji dpt tgk cite ni time tu..

nie laa hero pujaan hatiku! die aku

punye!!

jgn berani2 nak sentuh die taw!..

mcm laa aku pnh jumpe die face to face kan?? tp pnh laa…aku jumpe face die dlm wallpaper, poster… pnh laa gak kan?? hehehehe~~ jgn mare ye…

Klu lah dpt jadi bini die! gerenti aku jage die tul2 taw! (ngamuk laa mylurve klu bce statement ni!)

klu dpt jd awek lak… aku simpan die dlm almari je…wat tayangan umum..

 

 

handsome nye~~~

 

 

he’s so cute!!!

 

**dpt jumpe sekali seumur hidup pun..jadilaa kan?**

**mlm ni tido..nk mimpi die laa..huhu..**

gemuk vs kurus..

dulu  bile aku gemuk….

tembam cam ni…

ibu bising..sibuk suh aku diet!kuruskan bdn aku blek cam dulu2..time skol..

time ni berat bdn dlm 54kg kot..

sekarang bile aku kurus cam ni..

kurus mcm nie lak..

ibu sibuk suh aku gemuk balek…ari2 masak lauk feveret aku..tp aku xnk gemuk blek dah…

sekarang ni berat bdn 44kg..

 

penat2 aku diet taw…sampai leh turunkan berat bdn ideal cam skrg..tp ramai lak bg pendapat suh aku gemuk cam dulu blek..

kate my lurve.. chubby kan comei..tp klu korang nak taw..die suke ngate aku ni gemuk..suke kutuk aku..gemuk! sakit taw telinga aku nie..tp..! bile aku kurus..leh lak die kuarkan statement cam tu..hishh..bengang aku taw..tension aku!

tp bile tgk blek pic2 lame..aku rindukan pipi yg tembam tu! hahahaha..sengalkan?

but anyway..ikutkan berat bdn ideal aku..dari 44kg to 47kg je…so, aku nak kekalkan mcm nie….xlahh sengsara sgt bile cari baju ke..seluar ke..kan? dulu pinggang aku 29…skrg ni 26 @ 27..ok x? ok laa tu kan..

tu laa orang perempuan..berat badan akan jadi topik utama dlm seharian kite kan?